New Years Eve

Well I really cant say that I am shocked but I didn't get any calls from anyone saying happy new years but I did have a couple friends (Tine, Ron Akalih and my uncle Chad) wishing me one via text. Really makes me think about the people that I have in my life. People who I considered my friends didn't even call. Which I am really not surprised because some people only think of themselves until they need a shoulder or an ear. This experience really opened my eyes and helped me make my NEW YEARS RESOLUTION I am gonna live my life for me. I am gonna start saying NO and really expressing myself. I am a great friend and some people cant see that. Well here is a start to a NEW me and a NEW year! Hope I can make this the best. So happy for today get to spend sometime with my family and have a little party. Will keep you informed. Byes

Tuesday 12/29/09

Well hello everyone today is Tuesday I spent most of the day not felling well. My stomach hurt and couldnt keep much down. Well today wasnt very exciting didnt do much. I did miss talking to my LOVE Dan. He makes me so happy. hopefully we can make some plans to hang out here in the next couple days. Tomorrow I think I am gonna go to the gym with my brother in law unless he doesnt go I will go on my own. I need to lose this bad weight. I do have some goals that I would like to hit tomorrow I wanna start Beckys apron. Havent made one before. I also wanna finish Madisons purse. Hopefully I feel well. Well nothing really more to say but sweet dreams and good night.

Monday 12/28/09

Well today is the first day of my blog not really sure on how this works but I am gonna try. Well I am 29 but will be turning 30 in July. I am starting this blog because I have come to a point in my life where I needed to start doing things like having goals and dreams and not letting anyone get in the way. Another reason I am blogging is so i can get out some of my complaining and I don't have to gossip or hurt anones feelings lol. There are some things that I wanna do that maybe my freinds and family aren't rally that supportive of. I am really interested in doing some missonary work through my church. I wanna find out what steps I will have to take to possible do it next year. Hopefully work will work with me or maybe I can do it on one of my breaks. So I do have a 7 almost 8 year old son and he is so awesome. His dad is kinda making me mad by not paying child support right now. But what can you say karma will come around to him. He didn't even call my son on Christmas. Oh well his fault not mine or my sons. Well I am getting very tired. I will update more hopefully tomorrow. Goodnight all.